Trying to avoid the ice cream tonight...

sophielyn
on 2/4/12 1:43 pm
am so sorry ... am thinking of you. glad you stayed away from ice cream... great job!
dawney
on 2/4/12 1:55 pm
Lora, so sorry you had such a bad triggering moment, but I'm so glad that you are doing better.  I'm just over 5 months out, and the anniversary of my moms passing was the end of January.  I too have been triggered by the ice cream demons!  Thank god for Skinny cow fudge bars.  I have to hold off not having one everyday, but it has been so hard that last few weeks. 

Hang in there, and keep sounding off here on the boards so we can actually help you out for a change.  You have always been here for all of us, now it is our turn to let you get things off your mind. 
Dawn A Boesch    
Cicerogirl, The PhD
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on 2/4/12 3:07 pm - OH
 Thanks.  Yeah, the eating for comfort gremlin is a particularly strong one.  Sorry about your mom.

Lora

14 years out; 190 pounds lost, 165 pound loss maintained

You don't drown by falling in the water. You drown by staying there.

medasstcheri
on 2/4/12 1:56 pm - MI
 Yes, you are a very strong woman!  Prayers to you for further healing!  Good job not eating the ice cream.  I wouldn't dare even buy it cuz it would be gone!   LOL

oblack1994
on 2/4/12 5:49 pm - vancouver, WA
Hang in there Lori, I can see how that could trigger past traumas. I am praying that you have a speedy recovery. Glad that you are okay now! Stay strong as far as the icecream goes! You WIN!!!
Keeves
on 2/4/12 8:32 pm - Elizabeth, NJ
I can't even imagine the pain you were in. All I can do now is to hope and pray it will get better.

... and congratulate you on staying away from the Haagen Dazs! You go!!!!
  
ready_2_live
on 2/4/12 9:05 pm - Niceville, FL
 Ditto on how Kitteh said it. What doesn't kill us makes us stronger, so given what you've been through you are definitely stronger than the ice cream. 
dianabelle12
on 2/4/12 11:50 pm
HUGS!!! Im sorry you had to go through all of this,but hang in there you are obviously a very strong woman and a survivor!We are all here for you!
            
nfarris79
on 2/5/12 6:05 am - Germantown, MD
 I can't even imagine how hard the past few days have been for you ... but just wanted to say that I'm proud of you for beating down the ice cream demon and keeping it together!!

First ultra: Stone Mill 50 miler 11/15/14 13:44:38, First Full Marathon: Marine Corps 10/27/13 4:57:11Half Marathon PR 2:04:43 at Shamrock VA Beach Half-Marathon, 12/2/12 First Half-Marathon 2:32:47, 5K PR  Run Under the Lights 5K 27:23 on 11/23/13, 10K PR 52:53 Pike's Peek 10K 4/21/13(1st timed run) Accumen 8K 51:09 10/14/12.

     
 

Kat Kat
on 2/5/12 7:17 am - AZ
Hi Lora,

I am so sorry to hear what you've been going through. I've experienced trauma as well, so I understand your need for comfort and security right now. I know that PTSD isn't always reacted to in a logical way, but try to make your head understand that, the dog is security, the locked door is security, but the ice cream is not because it will weigh you down, and make it harder to kick some lousy ******* in the nuts if one ever tries to lay a hand on you again.

AND Now for an alternate ice cream suggestion.

Blue Bunny Reduced Fat, No Sugar Added Banana Split Ice Cream, found at Walmart.

It's smooth, and creamy, has chocolate swirls, bits of fruit and nuts.

1/2 Cup
Cal - 120
Fat - 5g
Carb- 20 g
Sugars - 3 g
Sugar Alcohols - 7 g
Protein - 3 g

Kat
PS: Did you know that when a bunny is cornered, and threatened it will sometimes go for a persons throat? I wonder if there are really any Blue Bunnies because we are what we eat they say ;)

            

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